I feel that my apology didn't work. It seems that I have lost all the faith every one had on me. I will not wan it to come to a point that I have won the war but at the same time lost the hearts.
From my perception, C isn't happy at all. I hope this is her cooling down period. I do not wan to hurt her and anymore innocent parties again. E is abit proactive now to solve things, I think she do not wan to see everyone sad too. She is such a good friend to have.
For me, although no one will believe, everyone has lost their heart. No matter how they try to tell me in sounds that they had their stand strong, their face wasnt following at all.
I can gladly say that I lost the war. No one will know about my inner pride. U all will think that this is then the start. But I think otherwise.
I'm willing to lost this war for Rt, C and other innocents.
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